to friends

I look for purpose in the things around me, sometimes objects seem bleak and no reason comes to me. I feel I am simply a solitary figure walking in a land not my own. Sometimes the trees and grass and such seem like mere shadows which I am passing by. There have been moments when I do not seem to fit into it all and others when I feel I have become part of the very landscape. Each of us in a way a part of the landscape, different shapes we form uniquely our own but it is like we are blind and cannot see where our shadow falls. All forms have their place each fit but we are so blind to the pattern. I sometimes wonder what keeps us from seeing it. At times I think I get it then like a wisp of dusty cloud it's gone. So I just stand there gazing on perplexed, perhaps it will come back to me and I will see the inter laying patterns spreading on forever in the vastness of space. I wish I could explain it to myself to you. If only for a moment you could see with my eyes, but alas my wishing will not make that possible. I watch you wade through this life and I fear you feel alone, lost and forgotten. Is that not all of us at different moments? Each of us is seeking some place, some peace in a world the runs around us passing quickly way to quickly. I would say to you hold on and treasure the joys you find. Let them expand inside of you and become a full creation. A lasting one ,until perhaps those right and hopeful things become true forms. I wish I could gather up your sorrows, the pains that remain upon you and cast them upon the winds till they blow forever away. I wish I could you give you the faith I have, a hope in a better place. I wish I could. If I could I would give you this joy I feel so deep down in me. Yet because I cannot, I give you love, not the kind many think of but a pure untainted form, the only gift I know I can give to others. I give it freely for I know it will transcend all things. Although the healing must come from within you, but perhaps love will help in the process. Goodbye for now my friend.